Let's Try This Thing Out..

So I don't think I'm very good at blogging but I think this will be a good way to let some of my feelings out on a day when I just feel like my world is coming to an end or when stupid people or things piss me off. I don't know how well this will work or if it will even work at all but they say you never know unless you try it! I think for now I'll just say a few things that I think should be known if not already known and I don't even know if it will be relevant or not but I'm just typing the first things that come to mind. Ha! So here goes.... Life has sucked the last year and I think its been the worst year I have ever endured. I noticed also that it hasn't just effected me, but those around me, those who have known me for several years and even those who have only known me for a few months. I'm not sure if those people who have been there truly know what they mean to me or how much they have helped me pull through in the toughest time of my life. For them I am extremely grateful. I'm not the type to sit and whine about things to other people. I'm fabulous at holding my feelings in which isn't good I know, but I do it anyways because that's who I am. Those who know what I'm feeling or know I'm not in my right mind without me saying anything about it are true friends to me. I don't let a lot of people in and I choose my friends wisely because I've been stabbed in the back too many times before. They take my kindness for weakness. I hate that. But I know who my true friends are now and I hold them very near to my heart because you never know what can happen. It can all be gone in one instant. Okay so I feel like I've vented too much so I'm gonna stop for a while haha. 2BC....